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Wednesday, 17 February 2016

~ A Short Story ~

-So today I've decided to post this short story that I've written for my English class here. The story is from my Depression idea for a game and decided to use it for my project. Please understand this is a first draft I will update the story soon and please make sure to leave your feedback in the comments telling me what you think. Thanks for reading <3-

“Is he gone…?” Dell asked.
“I think so” I whispered. I looked and saw her under my bed; she surprisingly looked calm as if my dad screaming at me was normal routine, as if it seemed normal, as if it was okay.
“Thank goodness!” she said smiling. She got up from under the bed and fixed her hair, pulling strands of her black hair behind her ear. I can’t remember when we first met all I remember was that she appeared out of the blue I asked who she was and what her name was and she responded with a shrug So I gave her the name Dell; I called her this because I loved to play games on my mums dell computer. But I remember her always being there for me, always being there when I was upset. “Evan? Are you okay?” As she says this she’s face to face with me taking my hand, studying my face.
“Not really…” I replied.
“Really?” Dell says slightly annoyed and lets go off my hand “C’mon cheer up, you know a lot of people aren’t exactly having a great time either”. She moves over to my toy box and kneels down starting to rummage through all my toys. Taking out anything she can find action figures, toy cars and planes, even my Lego set that I haven’t touched it years.
“What do you mean?” I said quietly
“Well you know,” she turns her head to my direction. “Loads of people are in living in the streets and have no home, food or money.” She raises my Action man doll up in the air moving the arms and legs up and down putting in new positions. “There are probably hundreds of people that would love to be in your position right now; sure you and your dad have ‘issues’…” She quotes the word issues with her fingers “but you’re eating, sleeping, breathing. You’re alive!” She’s standing up now facing me still by my toy box.
“Why are you even here!?” I started to shout at her “You’re just always so mean to me! You think your making me feel better but you’re doing the exact opposite” I started to try and hit throwing my arms hoping to get her but she just floated up to the top corner of the room to where I can’t reach her.
“Hey! What are you screaming at?!” I hear my dad’s voice as he’s walking up the stairs.
“N-nothing… Dad it’s nothing” He opens my door and sees me in the middle of my room
“Nothing? You were screaming bloody murder!” He grabs a hold of my wrist tightening his grip “What did I tell you about screaming like that?”
“I know, I know I’m sorry dad” I said almost tearing up I really wanted him to let go hoping he wouldn’t go too far. He throws my arm down with force leaving a red mark on my arm to where his hand was and leaves my room going downstairs to probably watch more T.V. Dell noticed that I was upset and said “Just forget about what just happened for now okay? Hey, How about we play a game?”
“Okay then…”
And for the next hour or so we played different games like hide and seek and tag although she had an unfair advantage of being able to fly over me! We were laughing and smiling for what felt like forever, At times I really do hate her and question why she is always here with me, but at times like this I’m glad she’s here.

7 years later and I’m in high school dealing with the pressures of growing up, studying for exams, and maintaining friendships (with the few friends I have). Even though I’m 17 you would think I was more mature. All my toys are packed away and replaced with my phone, video games and T.V. But Dell was still there following me wherever I went. I remember when I told my parent about her they told me she was just an imaginary friend that she wasn’t real and that she would go away when I grow up but I’m going to apply for college in a years’ time and she’s still here. It was almost as if she is my twin sister growing up with me through the years. Throughout me growing up I grew quieter and opened up to less people the only ‘person’ I really talk to now is Dell. I would just talk to her for ages, ranting about how my school work would be towering over me or some silly drama with my friend Zack and his psycho ex. Her response most of the time is just ‘Wow that’s pathetic that you’re worrying about that’ or ‘if everyone is fine then shouldn’t you be too? But then again you’re talking to me’ and I’m not going to lie she can be a real pain but she’s the only one that is there for me wherever I go. Even at school I’ll be having lunch with my friends and she’ll be standing sometimes even floating near the table giving me glares because I’m not speaking to her and it’s not like I can involve her in conversations you know? She’s in my head is what everyone says to me, my dad and at times my friends say I’m crazy, crazy because I’m talking to someone who isn’t really there. That was when my mum and I decided to go a doctor to see if there was something up, see if I was ‘crazy’. When I entered the room I was thinking it would be a waste of time that I was just get more questions than answers and that I just had a hyperactive imagination but it wasn’t until the doctor took all the tests and said the result that I truly started to question everything.

“Ms Day I’m sorry to inform you that your son is diagnosed with depression” 

Friday, 4 December 2015

Ideas that I have for games I'd like to make!


Silly Game Ideas(◡✿).


Hello again! as you can see from the title I've had a few ideas for games and I kinda want to share them so I can get some feedback and a second opinion to see if it sounded good :). And I won't give away a lot as I may spoil my game xD (jk it won't be made) and in case someone takes my idea <3

Idea 1: Depression.
This idea is too with depression in a way that the actual illness is a being and eating away at the protagonist so far I've got some names and a main-ish story but nothing solid. I like this idea as it's different and amazing (tbh I really like this one!)

Idea 2: Luna and Sorcha.
The way this idea happened is really pathetic xD. I was listening to Panic! At The Disco's "When the day met the night" and you can say I got inspired and there are a lot of ideas I've seen online similar but I hope to make it a lot different. Two girls Luna and Sorcha. The sun and moon. This idea I don't have a story for yet just main characters.

Idea 3: Magic/Alien Slave.
The reason this doesn't have a fancy title is because I literally just thought of it and I really like it. Soo as you can tell the protagonist would either be an alien or ✧magical✧. I also like this idea because I've not heard of a story like this and I'm really excited to develop it :)


And those are some ideas I have so far I really like them all and I hope you do too. I really love making up characters and stories ever since I was little and its just like getting my mind out on paper or programing( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) I hope you all have a wonderful day! (p.s if anyone steals my idea please tell me! AND p.p.s if you notice it I give you permission to fight them ( ͠° ͟ʖ ͡°) jk xD )







Tuesday, 20 October 2015

I'm so so sorry ;-;

Well.. I didn't plan for this to happen I swear! Here's what happened. I started to type out a review I had cute photos and everything and then it just wouldn't post :( I'm so sorry. I have been obsessing over this the past few days.

I was watching Doddleoddle's music videos and oh my word she is amazing! <3
~Dodie Clark (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKVfKr96Ifr3Dnhb6mhDAdw)~

She's mostly known for writing her own songs and playing her ukulele and I really want one now! and have been thinking.. if I can afford one I can try and play video game themes as I have been playing uncharted 2 and oh my.. the music is beautiful. I'm in love <3 also the walking dead game by telltale has a lot of acoustic themes and while I do have a guitar I've not heard it been played on a ukulele. Sooo yeah I shall try and get back on track with these.


Thanks for reading have a super day!
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Sunday, 20 September 2015

First Blog (◕‿◕) (a whole new world)


First Blog  (◕‿◕) (a whole new world)



Hey Guys! Soo this is a big change from my tiny Facebook page xD but well, I wanted to get on a deeper level and decided to start this blog! I've seen a lot of blogs like these before and they're mostly beauty gurus and to be honest that isn't my style but I was thinking about making this blog about
  • Gaming Reviews/opinions and shit xD
  • Life Advice
  • Recipes 
and maybe other stuff along the way, and don't worry I will still be posting daily on my Facebook page (ε・|*・j-☆.
 I hope you enjoy reading and stay tuned for silly old me! <3
Stay Tuned next week!
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